it has been a while since I posted and a lot has happened since then too.
I got a hold of a woman who herself has a spirit companion and she gave me details on how spirits are like. One of the things she mentioned was Daydreams which surprised me. Gabriel can be in my daydreams and interact with me lol sometimes it gets annoying since I like to daydream about story ideas and such but its harmless really its just I wish he would tell me when he is gonna do that.
Another thing she spoke of was negative energy that surrounds a spirit companion or a potential one. she said this happens because it is to help the human companion be able to differentiate between spirits and other interesting things like that. Since I know for a fact that there are other spirits around this made perfect since. Ever since I made the commitment to be with him the others have been a lot more harsher at times and aggressive. I am not afraid of them mainly because I am use to this by now and when I performed a cleansing I saw one of them just standing there watching like ‘hey what are you doing?? a Cleansing?! that is awesome!!’ and disappeared.
Another things that has been bothering me is that he has become more elusive. Hiding every now and then. Which is something I am not use to but apparently this is common for spirits to do for whatever reason. But it still worries me because we have been with each other for a while nonstop and now he is ‘hiding’ from me so I might have to figure out what is going on and handle the issue, cuz I don’t think he will tell me willingly 🙂